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yes... May. 23rd, 2005 @ 01:50 am
yes i am sorry
i saw things different
i didnt think u cared
i sorry
i am here
i understand now
plz forgive
i do miss you
i will try
to be the friend
you need
i am sorry
i understand now

she will be loved May. 17th, 2005 @ 01:31 pm
Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

[in the background]
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah
[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goodbye
Current Mood: missing
Current Music: maroon 5 - she will be love

yes Apr. 30th, 2005 @ 01:19 pm
life has changed a lot i lost i have gained. i miss a lot. friends and famliy,i wish there was a way to fix this so there just normal. i would like to see my old friends, theres thing i need to say that r just ready to come out. i want to tell one person how i feel. but yeah theres just one thing i want to do before i stop some habbits and i need to talk to that one person she if there down. so much to do. yeah so i am off.
Current Mood: pleasedpleased

blah Apr. 2nd, 2005 @ 11:11 pm
man i am bored out of my mind i want to go do something. it boring just siting here. i did it all fucking day. yeah but man i wish poeple would call me to hang. blah sooooo bored.
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: perfect-smashing pumpkins

Mar. 26th, 2005 @ 11:26 pm
Ya soshla s uma, ya soshla s uma
Mne nuzha ona, mne nuzha ona
Ya soshla s uma, ya soshla s uma
Mne nuzha ona, mne nuzha ona

YA SO-SHLA S U-MA

Menya polnostyu net
Absolyutno vser'ez
Situastsiya help
Situastsiya SOS

Ya sebya ne pojmu
Ty otkuda vzyalas
Pochemu, pochemu?
Na tebya povelas

Vyklyuchaestsya svet
Ya keuda - to lechu
Bez tebya menya net
Nichego ne khogu

Eto medlennyj yad
Eto svodit s uma
A oni govoryat - vinovata sama
A oni govoryat - vinovata sama

Ya soshla s uma, ya soshla s uma
Mne nuzha ona, mne nuzha ona
Ya soshla s uma, ya soshla s uma
Mne nuzha ona, mne nuzha ona

YA SO-SHLA S U-MA
MNE NU-ZHA 0-NAAAA

Bez tebya ya ne ya
Bez tebya menya net
A oni govoryat
Govoryat et bred

Eta solnechnye yad
Zolotye luchi
A oni govoryat
Nado srochno lechit

Ya khotela zabyt do upora I vniz
Ya schtala stolby I Rusteryannykh ptits
Bez tebya menya net, otpyasti otpyasti
Do ugla po stene mama-papa prosti...

Ya soshla s uma, ya soshla s uma
Mne nuzha ona, mne nuzha ona
Ya soshla s uma, ya soshla s uma
Mne nuzha ona, mne nuzha ona

Raz, dva posle pyati
Mama papa prosti
Ya so-shla s u-ma
Raz, dva posle pyati
Mama papa prosti
Ya so-shla s u-ma

Ya soshla s uma, ya soshla s uma
Mne nuzha ona, mne nuzha ona
Ya soshla s uma, ya soshla s uma
Mne nuzha ona, mne nuzha ona

Ya soshla s uma, ya soshla s uma
Ya soshla s uma, ya soshla s uma...
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Who said that I wasn't right?
I've lived for years without a life
Don't have a soul on my side
Still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried
Don't take me under your wing
I don't need a hand, don't need anything
I've got a roof over my head
As if I'd rather be alone with me instead

Close yet far
Drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
And I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me
Though I never never never ever wanted this to be

I can hear the sounds of the city
Sunrise and set are the same to me
A hesitating pulse is good company
And my reflection offers no apology
But who said that I wasn't right?
And I've lived for years without a life
Don't have a soul on my side
Still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried

Close yet far
Drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
And I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me
Though I never never never ever wanted this to be

Close yet far
Drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
And I'll think of the days when there was something to believe
And I never never never ever wanted this to be
Other entries
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DEATH

its not death if you refuse it...
it is if you accept it.
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IRONY

the tides of sin draw tighter and brighter.
the hours become heavier and weigthed.
and the shadows smile, dark and wild.
this is when hope and desire collapse.
the arc of the dream decends into despair.
when innocent lovers dance
like angels on fire.
this is when the night comes down,
a hammer on an anvil,
and the only absolution accepted
is a legacy of brutality.
a single note rings on and on and on.

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DESPAIR

here dwells a snake, one thousand miles long
coilded, one thousand miles deep
eyes like candy, it has eyes like candy
hard and blue,but soft as kittens feet
out of sight or in the element of light
it could be a devil, it could be a angel
with spiders inside a vision from hell
its spine is a vertical scream
slow as concrete, blurred as a dream
it spins round and down on an sxis of atrocity
fueled by inerta, depth, radius and velocity
its soul- a twisted wreckage of despair and pain
and the spiders inside are just praying for rain
killing time killing time
and praying for rain
one thousand miles deep
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If you were a Pirate! by TheHalveric
Username
Yer Pirate Name!
Name yer ship!
Why be ye a Pirate?
Yer First Mate!d_dog
Yer Cabin-boy! (or girl)nightlightjukie
Ye're chief rival be the Dread Pirateelvis_glasses
Ye'll be pursued by Admiralkcalaya11
Cut to ribbon in a freak cannon accident...swampwanderer
Yer pirate captive to use fer yer wicked pleasurescassorelli
Number o'ships ye'll sink and women ye'll plunder!991
Chance ye'll be hanged... or worse.: 96%
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aye am that guy with the one eye
» o yeah
this place can be wonderful stop take a breath and look around u get thing that dont seem wonderful but they really are.


I met you in the darkness,
You shivered and you cried...
You looked so pretty,
With tears in your eyes

You tried to touch my hand,
I carried you away
I thought that I could hold you,
But you left me all alone

I met you in the darkness,
You shivered and you cried...
You looked so pretty,
With tears in your eyes

You tried to touch my hand,
I carried you away
I thought that I could hold you,
But you left me all alone

And I can feel your soul of ice,
You hide yourself behind these lies
You became a creature of masquerade
It's your bleeding heart you hate
You're building a wall of confusion and lies,
Nobody can hear your silent cries
But when you sleep you dream of me
And I kiss you in your dreams...

You disappeared in the darkness of the night
I wanted to follow you but something stopped me...
Was this a dream? ...of a fallen angel...
It must have been an angel with broken wings!

And I can feel your soul of ice,
You hide yourself behind these lies
You became a creature of masquerade
It's your bleeding heart you hate
You're building a wall of confusion and lies,
Nobody can hear your silent cries
But when you sleep you dream of me
And I kiss you in your dreams...
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bones sinking like stones
all that we fought for
homes places we've grown
all of us are done for
and we live in a beautiful world
yeah we do, yeah we do
we live in a beautiful world

bones sinking like stones
all that we fought for
homes places we've grown
all of us are done for
and we live in a beautiful world
yeah we do, yeah we do
we live in a beautiful world

and we live in a beautiful world
yeah we do, yeah we do
we live in a beautiful world
oh all that I know
there's nothing here to run from
'cos yeah everybody here's got somebody to lean on
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You're running through the darkness
We don't need no light
You're looking for a place to hide
We protect you from the cold
Your life seems so meaningless
We satisfy Your dreams
You search for a gate to a better life
You just need to take my hand

There's so much beauty in our world
Beauty of the night
There's so much pleasure in our world
Pleasure of the night
We're drowning in a see of blood
Sacrifice your life
We have the gift of eternal existence
Sacrifice your soul

We try to catch you in the dark
With a certain kind of kiss
We invite you to the darker side
A kingdom without light

We try to catch you in the night
The moon shines in a different light
We see into your fragile eyes
No more time to cry

We try to catch you in the dark
With a certain kind of kiss
We invite you to the darker side
A kingdom without light

Can't you see our burning souls
We hide a secret deep inside
We show you pleasures without pain
Take our gift this night
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